Ahhh, my journal....
...updated every year, more or less.
Now I'm writing my master thesis in music composition. I don't like the idea of coursing a PhD after this, even when in Brazil is hard to get a job as a classical musician without the title. But yeah, too much academy is frustrating for creation, no doubt about it.
Maybe someday I'll give up and just apply the easy formula for winning money composing shitty music. Any bastard can do that.